Tuesday, April 20, 2010

আমি ও আমার বাবা-২



শুরুর দিককার কথা, বয়স যখন ১৩ বছর....
হ্যালো আমার নাম আইরিন পারভীন ঊষা। আমি থাকি বাংলাদেশের রাজধানী ঢাকায়। আমার জন্ম হয়েছে ঢাকায়, যদিও আমার দেশের বাড়ী কুমিল্লাতে, যেখানে আমার দাদা-দাদী থাকেন। আর আমার বয়স সবেমাত্র ১৩ বছর তখন আমার জীবনে GB NUbvUv N‡U †Mj| Avgvi wcZv-gvZvi `yÕKb¨vi g‡a¨ AvwgB eo, _vKZvgI Zv‡`i m‡½B| Avgv‡`i cwiev‡ii Ab¨‡`i m‡½ AvgviI gv‡S g‡a¨ `v`v-`v`xi Kv‡Q Kzwgjvq hvIqvi my‡hvM n‡Zv| Avgvi evev wQj nvjKv-cvZjv Mo‡bi ¯^vfvweK D”PZvi GKRb gvbyl| Avgvi Avi evevi g‡a¨ wQj we‡kl ai‡bi GKUv AwjwLZ Pzw³; ‡m hvB †nvK, †mB gyn~‡Z© evev-‡g‡qi ¯^vfvweK m¤úK© m¤úyY© e¨wZµgx GK ai‡bi we‡kl wKQz‡Z cwiYZ n‡qwQj| ZLbKvi mgq evev wQj m‡egvÎ Pwjk eQ‡i cv w`‡q‡Q, Avi KvR Ki‡Zv miKv‡ii ïé I AveMvix wefv‡M|
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